Talk:Vol.2 Ch.202: 39F - Hell Train: The 'Name Hunt' Station (5)/@comment-25346948-20160806211430/@comment-26854521-20160806234033

It doesn't have to be that she had something that she lost because of him, it could also be that his very existence made it so that she could never have/acquire certain things. Something like a shrine maiden, doomed to stay in that place as long as the monster is still sealed there. But while the monster has the prospect of leaving that place (Entering the Tower) she herself does not, ultimately making her the only one trapped there(there might be other people up there, but it seems quite obvious that if there are people there that Rachel doesn't really feel like she belongs there).