User blog:Rachellover69/Rachel throughout the story

So this is going to be quite an extensive post when it's finished and I'm not going to do it all at once and I'm also not doing the formatting right here and now and I'm gonna focus on the content for now.

What I will do is go through all or most of the events that involve Rachel and analyse her actions and there will be a lot of interpretations and assumptions, since there really isn't much confirmed about her at all, but I will try to not do it one sided. This is not to make people stop hating on her, this is just my rambling and making a theory before anything is revealed so I can claim to have been right all along :).

One of the most essential things here is that you have to be aware that characters can lie and that it's always important when a character talks about something and to whom he/she's talking to. Then there's also thoughts, which you can sometimes read, but even they aren't always clear, especially when someone is in an emotional state or when sometimes people try to convince themselves of something. Keeping up appearances or impressions is also a thing that will be talked about a lot. In the end a big part about Rachel is for her to play a certain role.

Important parts that I can remember from the top of my head (will eventually update it and these are just headlines, I will go through all of them in detail, probably with pictures)

This is more or less just a reminder for me of what I want to touch on, so you might not want to read this, as this is not meant to be convincing or anything at all, these are just my talking points.

Part I
Let's start with the cave. The cave is outside of the tower and the outside of the tower is said to have no Shinsoo (as far as I know both of these things are confirmed by the author himself). In recent chapters (Hell train arc) we can see that even Baam himself is under the impression that he was imprisoned in that cave. We also have the Three Eyes in the cave and we also know that both Rachel and Baam are aware of that symbol from this flashback here. (interesting considering the scene at the beginning of season 2, when Baam picks up Ja Wangnan 's ring and for his recently confirmed awareness of being locked up by someone as well as Headon being the one to make Rachel work with FUG)

And while it is unknown what significance that symbol could have outside of the tower, it at the very least points towards the inside of the tower since we know of its significance there. The Three Eyes are at the very least a symbol of authority and especially inside of the tower the highest undisputed authority, showing that Baam wasn't just thrown into some random hole and kinda also has a judgement character, branding him as someone being locked away under someone's authority.

Now the let's come to Rachel in regards to the cave's position. Rachel has knowledge of both the outside and the inside of the tower. She knows about the stars and the sky, but she speaks about it as if she's never ever seen it herself. Urek is also someone who speaks about the sky and stars with a lot of admiration and he also comes from the outside, but maybe for him it's just something that he's missing or something. Rachel also knows some very specific things about the tower. You have to be chosen to climb the tower and she also knows about creatures like Headon calling them fae. The interesting part about that one is that people of the tower usually wouldn't even get to see guardians, except for the ones being chosen by Headon, people we know as regulars and the people who enter the tower by themselves on the first floor. So whoever told Rachel about them must have been a regular at the very least, probably.

Personally I'm not really convinced by Rachel wanting to see the sky and the stars that much. To me it often seems like she's using that as a pretext or justification to not have to explain herself any further. It almost feels like a script that she keeps repeating and she herself doesn't really seem too excited, when she talks about it. It also seems odd that she wants to see the sky and the stars and that she thinks that she would have to climb the tower to do that. Considering (we don't really know what she knows but I don't expect her to be completely in the dark about her circumstances) the cave is outside of the tower you would assume to try to find a way out of it or the place above it that she lives in, but instead she thinks that she has to get inside of the tower to then eventually get to the top and then leave it again? It really seems to me that the stars are just an excuse, but I will comment on that a lot more in detail when I get to that point in the plot.

Rachel enters the cave from somewhere above, but from the way she talks about the sky and how she shows Baam how she imagines that the ceiling of the cave wasn't there you can assume that she's surrounded by walls up there, too. Without talking about this too much at this point my base assumption here is that she knows who Baam is. Maybe not in perfect detail, but I'm pretty sure she got the general idea, who he is (more so than him, which isn't very hard because he has absolutely no idea who he is) and what he is supposed to do and what potential he has. Potentially even to the point where it was her job to raise that kid and make sure he enters the tower.It seems almost impossible that she found Baam by accident, if you assume that it is indeed a prison, especially if you consider her knowledge of the tower (because leaving the tower is something very complicated, I'll talk about that later, maybe information can be exchanged more easily, though I doubt that that information would be spread openly) and the fact that she decides to raise that kid she just found and that she is telling him that he can't leave that place.

So now let's start at the beginning with the name the 25th Baam (Korean for night). According to the story his name comes from being born on the 25th night. We do know that when Rachel found him he could neither talk nor write. She became his mother, sister, friend, teacher and moral compass. So naturally it must have been her who gave him that name or at the very least she told him that it is his name. How could she have known on which night he was born, when she had just found him some day? She either made up that name herself (maybe she found him on that day) or someone told her that that is his name and that he was born on that night or that she witnessed his birth herself (seems rather unlikely to me). So we do know from the epilogue of season 1 with her talk with Hwa Ryun that she is afraid of the night/Baam and we also know from some other time that she  can't sleep at night (will talk about this in more detail when I get here). Now we are back to our two naming scenarios. She either named him herself after something that she is afraid of, kind of showing that she knows of his enormous potential or that she knows why he was imprisoned in that cave (or at least assumes that there is a good reason for it) or she got the name from someone else in which case she was probably told more than just his name and she probably got instructions as to what to do with him. Either case implies that she knows something.

Now let's come to their daily life and their relationship a little. After Rachel found Baam, she looked after him teaching him various things. She stays for the day and teaches him, plays with him and eats with him and then she leaves him every night (I assume that there is also absolutely no natural light in the place Rachel spends the night so it might very well be day there when she leaves him, not that it matters). She also tells him stories of the tower and the stars and sky outside of it. Understandably Baam doesn't care much for those things, but I also think that Rachel knows that and she still keeps talking about it. She should understand how cruel it seems to speak of freedom and a world for the chosen people to have fun adventures, while openly telling Baam that he is not one to ever be able to enter that world (this point is very very important, you have many flashbacks from Baam being told or him thinking that he wasn't chosen, I will come back to this later when talking about Rachel's lies).She also served as his moral compass as she teaches him what fighting is and why people would fight, teaches him to not let women down and Baam is also aware that Rachel lies to him sometimes. Whether that is something she just told him herself and he just believed it or if she raised him in a way so that he doesn't just naively believe everything people say, either way she somewhat prepared him to be wary of people a little bit, maybe in preparation for what was going to happen.

It seems that Baam is under the impression that the world above (the place Rachel leaves to) and the tower are kinda the same thing. They are both places he cannot go to, because he was not chosen. Rachel on the other hand presents herself as someone who was chosen, She can go to her place above and the day she enters the tower she doesn't even question the possibility that she cannot enter the tower towards Baam. She just tells him that she's leaving and then she actually just manages to enter the tower (obviously an important point I'll touch on later). As you can see in the images here Rachel also mentions that she has something important to do and that she cannot take Baam with her. Personally I don't think that there is anything of significance up there, at least not for Rachel and I will later explain why( partial explaination: after Baam passes the 1st floor test Rachel has an outburst and yells towards Headon that Baam took everything from her, implying that she doesn't have anything of worth left, to be fair it could also mean that she had something but can't go back anymore now, but it wasn't really Baam's fault that they ended in the tower now, while it's arguably not his fault either way no matter what happened there, unless you blame him for being born as himself).

Now let's come to Baam. I'm not going to do some crazy theory crafting on this one, at least not at this point.. Let's just go with the base assumption that Rachel knew of Baam's potential and that he was supposed to enter the tower as an irregular at some point, which shouldn't be too difficult to convince people of.

Baam was imprisoned in that cave and left alone in complete darkness after he was born. If you think about reasons for that it is probably either because that person would be dangerious or it could also be to protect him from someone or something. Ultimately they both come down to the same thing, that he has the potential to become extremely powerful and therefore is a potential threat for someone. .... (will continue with Headon, maybe )