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So, the general opinion is that it is a figure of speech: Baam fufilled her own dream while deprieving her of it. Thus he stole her rason to exist, her everything; but Headon came up with its deal.

I am a bit skeptical about Rachel being the "warden" of Baam; but as the story unfolds, who knows.